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Confidentially speaking:

Confidentially speaking, the term Christianity bothers me, it has come to my attention over the years that this name bothers many of us and all for our unique reasons, none of us is equal, yet we were created as equal entering into life, with nothing inheriting circumstances, becoming the characters of our created reality, because every inch of our lives is carefully, plotted, planned and created. We have an illusion of freedom, but we are not free! True freedom is the freedom of thought, the freedom of expression, to dance when there is no music, to sing when your words lack rhyme yet speak to the soul, when loves floods us from those we are taught to avoid. Laws prohibiting us from feeding the hungry and laws prohibiting us from giving a home to the homeless! If I were a rich man has clearly not worked out for mankind, for we shall create man in our image, mankind! There are two genders: Male and Female. Please seek mental help, your new age mentality is dangerously unstable! Since you pose as our leaders, you pose an economic and justifiable threat to humanity. So my message is clear, think very carefully before you call yourself a Christian! Remember Christ is Anti-establishment, there are no rituals, no deals, no bargains, there is only love! 
Separated from the love of Jesus Christ, Infinite Love, Light of the Universe and Power of Creation, He speaks and the waters obey, there are no conditions, there is a process! At first there is a sea of darkness, emptiness, a pit of longing and a hole much like hunger swirls and pulls and nags at the gut until we feel drained, empty and lonely. Loneliness is an emotion I wrestle with, we should never shrug off our emotions. Emotions is living, breathing, watching, tasting, feeling and there is anger, love, hatred, betrayal and growth, we become, we constantly becoming! But not when we are disconnected from source and our ego is in domination. We dedicate, we decide, we are living our lives! The ego has become most aggressive and over-powering where the power of the combined human thought process is dominating in negativity, breeding death and destruction.  Collectively if we are to ever break out of this rut that I myself find myself living in and reach out, yes, there are many Lara's out there, yes, there is a world of suffering and I am part of the suffering, how do I change what I am experiencing? I am in shock, I am in danger. I don't want to die, but what is actually my choice? When did I truly get to decide and who controls my fate. Yes, I got bullied and pushed and blackmailed and compelled by law to get married, have a car license, have a tv license, have a funeral policy, have insurance, have life cover, pay taxes, pay rent, pay garbage removal for garbage that was generated without my consent because I would never have agreed to disposable nappies that are NOT disposable! 
I get it! This is one giant monopoly game, for the elite with corporate worlds competing for a place at the table while us pawns are the sims in "Sim City" We the Ants, us little ordinary uneducated stupid, ignorant, uninformed assholes that you all love to rip off! There is conditions to becoming a Christian! The first is the soft gentle thoughts that begin drifting into our mind, slowly our thoughts shift focus from what is happening to life about ourselves, but the realization that there are others on this planet with needs and hurts and their actions are causing us all to die. We are a collective death or a collective celebration, we choose where we will be.......this is our freedom....the only true freedom we possess that cannot be taken from us, is our freedom to choose! When you open your mind to the idea of love, unconditional, pure love, a love that asks no questions and demands no rituals, no sacrifices, trust and obey is what Jesus asks of us. Trust me. Lean on me, yes, feel your anger, but listen to my voice and do as I say! Do not act and ask for permission later. This is what I am taught on a daily basis, when I am confronted with situations, I must go still and ask for God's guidance and leadership and I follow the intuition and I am yet to be wrong, but it's not about being right or wrong, it's about understanding it's not about me, it's about what do I have to offer to this situation? If I comment on a post, do I have a valid message? The leadership that comes pouring out through my fingers astonished me. I don't have a pastor. I don't go to church. The time for church is over, we have learned all we ever going to learn, we have to win the lost at any cost and this is not PREACHING, we have to go feed the hungry, we have to get our hands dirty because no one cares, there is no money, the governments are allowing people to die, we have a mission and we need to wake up! Roll up our sleeves and get in the trenches and go rescue our humanity! Go be the light! 
Giving your heart to Jesus is simply relinquishing control, let it be (greatest song ever written) we carry baggage because we can't let it be! Close your eyes and let everything go, take a deep breath and inhale and as your breathe out whisper Jesus, I surrender my all to you. You alone are my hearts desire, I know I am unworthy, thank you for the sacrifice you made for me and if you will have me Jesus I surrender my life to you that you will love me and hold me, and cherish me as I love, cherish and will hold to you always. To claim that you must repent of your sins is before Jesus will accept you is utter nonsense, Jesus accepts you despite your sins and He washes you white as snow, because Love is alive and awake within you and you are no longer dead. Now the dead cannot stand to be around you and the love of Christ which is the church and the body of Christ won't accept you because you are a sinner in the eyes of the Lord! Open OUR Eyes and see! The reality is love!
The only true reality we will ever experience is when we are gathered in love, unity and harmony! 
Just take a look at the events that have been held to raise awareness for a cause, look at the sporting events, look at the gambling events and look at the church services. Spiritually we have become the walking dead, zombies devouring everything we encounter, cockroaches, that just consume and consume..... 25 000 dollars on a handbag? Jesus Christ is not to be toyed with, do not take His name in vain and remember fear no man, fear God!  This life that you have is energy, potential, and you can morph and become anyone! You have complete freedom of choice over your personality, your habits and your destiny lies in your own hands! No it does not! Our destiny lies in the paths of our monopoly players and they can cause drought, floods, earthquakes, they have elevated themselves to the height of God and I have a strange suspicion that these egomaniacs have violated sacred Universal laws, laws we instinctively know and hold to be true! Before we lay the law down on how to "get saved" remember Jesus came to give us a new law that violated all laws! There is no ritual, no procedure, no conditions: accept infinite love and then buckle up because the ride is a beautiful journey, I have learned much and look back at my mis- beliefs and misunderstandings, It's a choice. A decision to live or to die: The question is do you believe in Jesus Christ? The answer is yes and a new world awaits anyone and all of us. WE are Born to Be Alive! 

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