How am I suppose to live without you?

I simply cannot. I cannot even try. There is nothing left. No happiness. Just this overwhelming sadness and longing. He was 29 years old and he said that he would not see his 30 birthday. He was my son. My son and there isn't a day that goes by that my heart doesn't long for him. I am bleeding inside my soul and it feels as though I am all alone,and I am all alone because I have isolated myself. How dare the world go on as though he was never here. You took my heart, my soul and you took his life. He is gone and I am never going to see him again. I am never going to get a hug or have the phone ring or have flowers placed on my dining room table. He is gone and no one cares.

Have trouble carrying out normal routines
Isolate from others and withdraw from social activities
Experience depression, deep sadness, guilt or self-blame
Believe that you did something wrong or could have prevented the death
Feel life isn't worth living without your loved one
Wish you had died along with your loved one

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SCP-1981 Ronald Reagan

More and more each day God proves HIMSELF. The Mystery behind the most disturbing SCP file. God is truly amazing. This is the most amazing find and something I hope you will all look at with spiritual eyes and see what is being revealed to you. Very seldom does evil reveal itself so clearly and concisely that we actually have a recording which changes every time this betamax tape will be viewed. Which proves again that this tape was deliberately placed within the Reagan Library where someone would find it with a curious note, because humans are curious beings. The tape was designed to get attention. There really is no point in trying to get a message across and no one looks at the tape. This is a library and there should be millions of cassettes and books. This one had to be special, it had to capture the attention and demanded viewing. It compels viewing. The best presentation on this tape is done by Billy Styler. Don't him, never watched his youtube channe...

There Are No Bolts or Gates!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-Udb0pX2jU DRUNK BEGGAR ENTERS A CHURCH AND ASK TO SING (ENGLISH SUBTITLES) These are the words: For all of my Life Oh Lord, I will praise You For my air, is YOUR life And I will never get tired..... I Can hear Your Voice It is sweeter than Honey that pulls me out of this cave and it takes me to Heaven.... I have seen Fire and I have seen Earthquakes Strong wind that blew on me I have lived so many dangers but Your voice than calmed me... You give orders to the stars and the sea You put Your limits I feel so secured in Your hands Oh Almighty! There are not bolts or gates that do not close in front of Your voice No more pain or guilt Remaining standing before us and the storm subsides For Your Word is pure A shield to those who believe in Him

Words for Princess of Wales

Verbal Abuse, baiting, gaslighting...... Doctor dolittle! Seriously? You shine in the glow of the beauty beside you. She gives you strength, respect and open admiration. She gave you her heart, her body, but no one can have her soul or her mind for it belongs to a power you cannot control. She is in a place where love is dealing with the situation and the weight of the actions wears heavily on the body, mind and soul for it is not natural actions the body, mind and soul know to be true. This is a foreign power and it grows within this world. You were unworthy to kiss the ground she walks on for her intentions are pure and her purpose is true and she believes in second chances and all this time she has heard the cruel words spoken, the dismissive looks. She defended when she had no need to ever comment on any given situation. Whatever has taken place within this family the energy is intense and there is an overwhelming feeling of being lost. Pressure pushing down...

Unconditional Love and Pure Acceptance

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