I simply cannot. I cannot even try. There is nothing left. No happiness. Just this overwhelming sadness and longing. He was 29 years old and he said that he would not see his 30 birthday. He was my son. My son and there isn't a day that goes by that my heart doesn't long for him. I am bleeding inside my soul and it feels as though I am all alone,and I am all alone because I have isolated myself. How dare the world go on as though he was never here. You took my heart, my soul and you took his life. He is gone and I am never going to see him again. I am never going to get a hug or have the phone ring or have flowers placed on my dining room table. He is gone and no one cares.
- Have trouble carrying out normal routines
- Isolate from others and withdraw from social activities
- Experience depression, deep sadness, guilt or self-blame
- Believe that you did something wrong or could have prevented the death
- Feel life isn't worth living without your loved one
- Wish you had died along with your loved one
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