Around six years old, I come running into the kitchen and there's my father, a giant of a man, pinned against the kitchen wall with a bread knife held against his throat and my mother glaring at me. I stood there frozen on the spot, I just stared, my dad gave me a smile and told me to go back to my room. I turned and scampered off back to my room...memory fades away.
My mother is a narcissist. A Gemini Narcissist. So it's just bad cop vs worse cop routine that until a year ago, I thought her to be selfish and completely self absorbed. We live amazing lives. There are moments when all of us, no matter where or who we are, we have been broken and down with no one there. Alone. Abandoned and broken. We have felt persecution and we know suffering. The Church of Satin is the world we live in, this is his church and we worship here at the feet of the altar of pornography, television, internet, movies, series, social media, we so busy keeping up, we forgot...I forgot...I got so wrapped up in her outrage and once again I took my eyes off the Cross and I fell deeper than I have been in a very long time. (I fall often!) But always I am only ever allowed to stray so far away and Jesus reaches out and comes to get me. So I thank Jesus here and now for never letting us go too far from His glorious love and forgiveness. He forgives 77 x7!!
He will never ask anything of you that He, himself is not prepared to do. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4tvcK7joGE
I am watching this now for the third time....simply amazing! This is my fourth confirmation and urging to quiet my mind. So, if this will help you, please share, chances are we all need each other. The time of jealousy and contempt has passed, we have to shift into the gear of Toleration. Acceptance. Love. Kindness. We have got to allow the angels to come and speak with us, they climb down the ladder to speak with us and learn from us as to teach us. We have to open our hearts, our minds and embrace the gifts of God. We have to trust our instincts....will my actions have a positive result? What motivates me and what is my intent? I want to talk with angels and hear them sing and I want to know what the fullness of God's Love means to me. I am ambitious I want to know what love is....what blows my mind is that all I have to do is open my mind, my Soul and relax in my body and love comes flowing so freely.
Please tell me we are beginning to understand that we are
precious, we are unique and we are all required.
Jesus Christ is NOT the name we take in vain....oh no....
this is MY savior, My Lord and the reason I AM Alive.
This is a final warning, abuse this name at your own peril, this is the name of the Son of God. Cease and desist.
Anger clouds the mind, the body tenses and the shoulders ache from the eternal clenching as anger races through us and we adjust to the levels. Every day the love that lives within us dies a little, this is why we fall out of love with each other. We lost our ability to hang on to each other, to maintain our focus, some call it concentration, some it's a faze, some indoctrination, mind control, side tracked, we lost each other. There's always something tearing at us, ripping each other apart. There's conflict, no money, not enough money, sabotaged, cash/assets hi-jacked, oh there's greed, envy, hatred. We all pressured. This is the reason you need to listen to this message....quiet the mind and let God be God....we need to explore the Love of God....
My mother is a narcissist. A Gemini Narcissist. So it's just bad cop vs worse cop routine that until a year ago, I thought her to be selfish and completely self absorbed. We live amazing lives. There are moments when all of us, no matter where or who we are, we have been broken and down with no one there. Alone. Abandoned and broken. We have felt persecution and we know suffering. The Church of Satin is the world we live in, this is his church and we worship here at the feet of the altar of pornography, television, internet, movies, series, social media, we so busy keeping up, we forgot...I forgot...I got so wrapped up in her outrage and once again I took my eyes off the Cross and I fell deeper than I have been in a very long time. (I fall often!) But always I am only ever allowed to stray so far away and Jesus reaches out and comes to get me. So I thank Jesus here and now for never letting us go too far from His glorious love and forgiveness. He forgives 77 x7!!
He will never ask anything of you that He, himself is not prepared to do. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4tvcK7joGE
I am watching this now for the third time....simply amazing! This is my fourth confirmation and urging to quiet my mind. So, if this will help you, please share, chances are we all need each other. The time of jealousy and contempt has passed, we have to shift into the gear of Toleration. Acceptance. Love. Kindness. We have got to allow the angels to come and speak with us, they climb down the ladder to speak with us and learn from us as to teach us. We have to open our hearts, our minds and embrace the gifts of God. We have to trust our instincts....will my actions have a positive result? What motivates me and what is my intent? I want to talk with angels and hear them sing and I want to know what the fullness of God's Love means to me. I am ambitious I want to know what love is....what blows my mind is that all I have to do is open my mind, my Soul and relax in my body and love comes flowing so freely.
Please tell me we are beginning to understand that we are
precious, we are unique and we are all required.
Jesus Christ is NOT the name we take in vain....oh no....
this is MY savior, My Lord and the reason I AM Alive.
This is a final warning, abuse this name at your own peril, this is the name of the Son of God. Cease and desist.
Anger clouds the mind, the body tenses and the shoulders ache from the eternal clenching as anger races through us and we adjust to the levels. Every day the love that lives within us dies a little, this is why we fall out of love with each other. We lost our ability to hang on to each other, to maintain our focus, some call it concentration, some it's a faze, some indoctrination, mind control, side tracked, we lost each other. There's always something tearing at us, ripping each other apart. There's conflict, no money, not enough money, sabotaged, cash/assets hi-jacked, oh there's greed, envy, hatred. We all pressured. This is the reason you need to listen to this message....quiet the mind and let God be God....we need to explore the Love of God....
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