Unconditional Love and Pure Acceptance

He was born the 8th of January 2019 to just a woman. Just a female of the species.  Songs are written for mothers, poems, there is a Mother's Day, but not for this woman. I think of her a mass murderer, giving birth to babies that will never lead a normal life. Her entire 9 months of pregnancy went by without one doctors appointment, one medical check-up, but she choose to do weed, heroine, Tik....those are the drugs we know she consumed. During her pregnancy. Not one medical check-up, not one doctors appointment, this mother did not even know her due date. The father of the child spends his time hustling for drugs, they have sold everything. They have nothing left, they live with his parents and both are in their seventies. These two old folks love nothing more than to visit the neighborhood discussing their son's drug habits and the pregnancy of the woman with whom he shares his bed.  Shamelessly, they sat in my house, telling us about this young woman, aged 26, pregnant an...

For We Are Surely Dying.... I am dying to try the new place down on the street everyone goes there, the place is insane... yeah it's a little overpriced....but hey,  ain't that the way! We just dying, Craig and I, to step by the store they have the cutest containers, and less is more! Yes, it's plastic and leads to pollution, but it's not  like anyone ever asked our opinion or permission but hey, ain't that just the way! What do we say, when everyone's fighting,  when we clinging to life, and thinking we are flying we broken, wounded, we hurting and scared,  please stop and realize,  the mask hides a shadow and the shadow is an illusion. How well do we know ourselves.... let alone each other.... we stealing from each other we wounding with words we confusing with lies we know what we doing and we doing it with the spirit of rebellion You have to break that spirit of rebellion We going to get down on our knees We going to bow our heads...

If I sit long enough and watch enough footage and wrack my brain enough, there will never be an answer to some questions, but what is clear is that one of two things happened on the 13 August 2018.  Either police knew from the start that he was the subject, the principal suspect or they were incredibly incompetent. A missing pregnant mother with her two small children and they question Chris Watts as though its just an ordinary day.  She is missing. Where is the sense of panic, rush the first 48 hours are the most important, the police had to know he killed his wife and children or they were just damn useless. The only sense of urgency came from Shanann friend, where is Shanann? Where are the girls? Christopher Lee Watts what have you done with your wife and children? Where are they? We need to go get them Chris, we have to save them, where are they? Their lack of interest, their calm demeanor and the way they simply went through the steps suggests that there is something inc...

 White Feathers whispering , (the birth): It's been a long hard 49 years, millions of theories, opinions and questions, finding there are always more questions than answers! This is the way it must be, for in order for humanity to be birthed, live, thrive, grow and become, always becoming, transforming, shaping and creating, mercury flowing throw the veins driving us.......we are the planets of our solo system, solo.....but what's in a name! I love the name David and then you are surprised when he fights for what he treasures, the power and destiny of a name! December 2018 will be for me, the year of my coming undone! What an idiot and fool I have been for hitting my head against the brick wall for 49 years and all those tears I wasted, I wasted crying because I failed you, failed to meet your expectation of me, when I failed to reach your standards.  It took just two weeks to take a life time of people pleasing and within two weeks, the illusion and desire lay shattered an...

Nicole Kissinger. Who are you?      Your computer searched Shanann Watts in 2017. Doesn't mean a thing. Our phones, computers are hacked and anyone could use our computers to plant anything they wanted. Shanann Watts used her Facebook for work, documenting her life as we all do. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DkZKG-SQ1WU one of the best comprehensive documentaries on this case. Shanann Watts. A fighter, a survivor. A mother. A woman who had every right to life, but my question is who, what, and why was her life taken and this is no open and shut case. She was hunted, her life an open for book for anyone who wanted to know where she was and what she was doing, she worked hard and made sure her husband, her children and her baby remained her top priorities. Chris Watts and Nicole spend five weeks together. He has a secret app on his phone and hides pictures away under a calculator app.  Who the hell does this? He googles the lyrics to Metallica Battery, it's know...

So you sitting wondering how you going to make it through to the end of the month? There's school fees, school uniforms, stationary and then you still have to feed your family. There's needs and wants and wants and needs and there is pure undiluted stress! Well you better hold up! Stop! Catch your breath and breathe! There's a bigger agenda going on here and perhaps it would be best to sit back and close your eyes and give everything over to God.     Father God, in the name of Jesus Christ we just want to take five minutes and give you all our stress, all our wants and all our needs, all that drives us insane and makes us feel so unworthy and surrender everything into your hands Lord, because we know You have a plan, You have a way, You know what we need to do, we are not listening for Your guidance and so right here we say enough is enough, help us make it not just to the end of January, but to the end, when we stand in perfect union with You and true freedom is ours for...

I owe, I owe, it's off to work I go......only the Government has no problem with a shutdown! My son has a theory, when you want an animal to do something starve them and then place the food where you want the animal and they will find a way to get there.....so if you want to load pigs, starve them and then put the food on the back of the vehicle and they will walk that ramp......but we have no problem paying our taxes despite everything we know to be wrong, unjust and a violation of every law created to protect respective citizens for our constitutions are being violated worldwide!  It's amazing how we will pay our taxes and yet stand by and submit to a government shutdown.  Obama did it and now Trump! They have absolutely no problem closing down a system that is supposed to be there by the people, for the people, yet the people are the first effected and the last anyone of our elected are concerned about.  Are you getting a tax cut while everything has ground to a halt...

It's almost sweet and endearing how innocent and naive all of us remain, lost in the dark and stumbling around with blindfolds on as we speculate and guess our way through the tangled web of lies they weaved so well when they deceived......all of us! The Bird Cage symbolizes our lives and how we are struggling to grasp the concept of what the hell is going on around us.  It's quite a shock when we discover that we have been lied too and those we idolized are mere puppets put on display for our entertainment and we pay the powers that be to distract us from the truth.  There is no rabbit hole.  There is no con job. There is no secret society called the Illuminati and everything we know, they want us to know......there are those that actually think Kevin Spacey is talking to us, the public....let's be frank, no one gives a shit about us! Michael, Michael tried to tell us this is They Don't Care About Us, he would know, now wouldn't he? Kevin Spacey knows exactly how ...

The Games People Play...... A selfish, narcissistic woman determined to do her bidding, living by her rules and making herself her top priority conceived a daughter that would become her nemesis, a child brought into this world just to spite her parents.  They didn't want their daughter to marry the man from the wrong side of the tracks and in their opinion he was less than the best for their daughter. She was determined to show her parents that she will get what she wanted and she did and when she married him, she discovered that everything her parents warned her about was the absolute truth.  Unable to accept the responsibility for her decision, she blamed the child she conceived.  This became the burden that would follow this child all her life. The living walking proof that her parents were right, she was wrong, she had made a mistake, but the plot thickens because as she tells the story, she conceived a second child from the same man only to divorce him while her ...